Ecstasy

To be strong when weak and to be weak while strong,

Hey Lord, you know I’m tryin’

This is the season that scars us forever, things will never be the same

Dubious clouds form shades to unforgiving clout; Makeup is to cover up as pressure is to level up

It didn’t feel real, it felt like a movie. I watched you die

The lights, Sirens, heavy boots of the EMT’s; I wasn’t present, I wasn’t actually there. I was only watching it from a distance out of fear

To see you shine again

The body tensed up seeming it was cold. Blaring turned into whispers, silence rides into the night

When I want to be with you I’ll close my eyes, memories exist outside of time

Gave you away to the wind

Its 12am somewhere, winter on the coast. raindrop turnt snowflake but the ocean still flows. I miss you until I close my eyes

I pray my soul stays to see another daybreak. Heart racing, eyes gleaming loosely. Waves crashing puddles on the side of the boat

I hope it was worth it in the end

Love should be unconditional: With/out stress

I don’t know if this felling will last but I’m trying forever

Lil’ Star